The Free leader

Posted by Suman on Jan 31, 2021

Very, very few humans lead.

Fewer, lead their life.

Fewer, reach their Ultimate.


Most humans do not lead or reach.

They simply get pushed along by the crowd until they drop dead.


These masses are lower humans.

They devolve as they live and develop beast-like tendencies

of herd-following and mimicking.

Instead of channeling their desire, they succumb to it.

This is not to judge them or motivate them into changing course.

For the show must go on.


A large number of the masses,

like to think that they are not the masses.

Their derisive "Look at them, I cannot live like them!",

is merely a begging defense to the statement above.

For there is a truth that hides behind this.


While masses openly live in their "mass house" madness,

Basking in its mud and dirt, and then proudly donning the many taints,

these delusional masses

live in a prison that houses their "mass house".

They rarely enter the latter, but hold it near and dear.

When they do enter, as an escape from their drudgery,

they are reminded both of their hatred and maddening addiction to it.

In their utter denial, they remain in one with the masses.


Out of the many degenerate

and not-so-degenerate acts that the masses partake in,

a fairly common one is that of worshipping.

Worshipping a persona or a celebrity.

A human who denies being pushed along.

A human who leads.

A leader.


The rare human who is leading,

is admired and worshipped by the masses.

The admiration and worship is not what he lives for.

However, unknown to him, he is propeled by it.


In leading others,

he stays far, far ahead,

almost at a level unreachable by 99.9%+ of all humans.

But he does not arrive at an ultimate of sorts.


Why?

Because his leading becomes its own trap.

Because in devoutly "leading his life" he is lead

by a hidden, disguising entity.

The entity which I label

[his life].


Yes.

It is really [his life] that leads him.

[his life] is the mental web of his ideas,

interest, goals, passions, ambitions, achievements,

failures, comebacks from failures,

the fanbase, etc.


"But he has it all, what else should he do?"

He should not do anything. He is already overdoing.

"What more could he care for?"

Care? He is already overcaring!

His "I do not care" pretense is the shield

that keeps him from knowing that he does indeed care.

"What is the alternative?"

An even superior living.


A living of him not being lead by [his life].

A living of leading [his life] and

yet being free of it.

A living with [his life] continuing as it is,

albeit, on a smoother, far less turbulent trajectory,

fully detached from him.


If he asks "How can he get there?"

he will fall back head-first to his busy-ness.

If he is bothered enough to ask

"Why is he owned by [his life]?"

then he can begin to understand what he has insisted not to.


And when that beginning is allowed to continue,

the continuation is nurtured all the way into a culmination of him realizing fully,

why it exists,

In that final Moment of Truth,

a unique existence,

one of having no beginning or end,

because of it being both The End and The Beginning,

will commence.


Thank you.