There is a drug that runs you.
There is a drug that makes you feel like not running.
There is a drug that makes you feel bad when you are stopped.
There is a drug that makes you feel bad that you are always running.
There is a drug that makes you want to stop.
This is the drug that makes you. Defines you. Celebrates you.
This is also the drug that torments you. Bullies you. Infiltrates you.
You ingest this drug very carefully.
You ingest this drug very carelessly.
You swear by this drug.
You swear at this drug.
You buy this drug helplessly.
You sell this drug tirelessly.
You do all of the above.
You live in a loop.
You do and do.
Without
Knowing
Why.
You dare not call this drug a drug.
You dare not investigate.
You dare not stop.
Because then
Because then
Because
then
Everything will become CLEAR.
Everything will make sense.
Everything will connect.
You dare not want any of the above.
Why you ask.
You see.
Clarity is a dangerous thing.
But
Like the clearness above the clouds - black or white,
Like the cleanness way up above where no gases can reach - not even Oxygen,
Like the emptiness of space above the totally tempered with and permanently polluted atmosphere -
Clarity is very picky.
It Exists where no one or nothing has the audacity to.
It Tests in a manner that stretches that word to its very limits.
It Learns the things that nothing or no one has the ability or desire to.
Clarity is the end of The Drug™.
Clarity is the end of the drugged existence you call "my life".
Clarity is the Beginning of
something Everlasting.
Something Genuine.
Something True.
Why should Clarity want you?
More importantly,
having being "blessed" with the lifetime supply of The Drug™ -
Why would you bother with things like Clarity?
Let alone
Want it.
Why