I am no Kapil Gupta

Posted by Suman on Nov 27, 2020

I have read/received multiple comments/messages

with regards to the similarity

in my intentions and/or

"ambitions" to

Kapil Gupta.

Without judging these in the slightest sense,

and acknowledging the limited Minds

from which they emanated,

let me clarify...


I am no Kapil Gupta.

Nor is he someone

I am trying to emulate or mimic.

Is there a more grand waste of one's existence

than spending the days "copying" someone?


If you think otherwise, you have not

slowed down enough to think of things,

let alone seeing them for what they are.

Today, you are only being told and shown.

In reporting a twisted reality

the Mind knows no limits, dear friend.


On multiple occasions, I have "sounded like Kapil"

It is something I am aware of.

It is via that, I realized the perils of information abuse.

But it ought to be clear...

Our intentions are very different.


"Personal Advisor to Pro Athletes, CEOs, and budding legends"

is not a goal I am headed towards.

It is not who I want to be.

It is merely a label that is

there to paint a "first picture"

on the minds of humans.

It is just one way,

I have Served and will

Serve humanity.


Without a hint of the illusions

of self-pride or ego,

I will say...

Deep down I am infinite.

I have Felt my infiniteness.

And it is too immense and powerful

to only be limited to labels of what has been

or what is out there or what can be.

In the recent past

my thirst for Knowledge has only intensified.

My Understanding of humans has only deepened.

And of course,

my desire to explore the

unexplored realms of

the Body

and the Mind

is constantly desiring itself.

Every single moment, it pulls me away from me.


But,

after all of this,

I am just another mortal human.

I am a nobody who seeks to not only maintain

but deepen this nobodyness.

"I" is almost gone.


I stand with one hand permanently tethered

to the Moment.

And the other hand extended to the World.

If someone is looking for a hand,

they will not find it.

It someone is seeking the Truth about

them,

our hands will come together.

They or I will have no choice in the matter.


Yes,

there may be a tomorrow,

when I realize what needs to be realized.

And perhaps then,

my actions will cement the exactness

or oppositeness of our ultimate intentions.


But today...

I am no Kapil Gupta.

I am that which will not stop

until it maxes itself out.

In all senses of the word.

Thank you.